tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57372622011-04-22T05:44:13.205+08:00PariahRead on...Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comBlogger1681100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-58791253797610150972007-04-14T02:11:00.000+08:002007-04-14T02:15:13.613+08:00Good evening peeps. Maybe what i have chosen wasn't right after all, just like everyone else's choice. And being sick sucks, being bed ridden, not wanting to do anything. Do hope that life will get better, and for once let something good come into my life.Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-13680918021259364322007-03-31T02:58:00.000+08:002007-03-31T03:02:10.184+08:00Time to speak my thoughts again.. Maybe i'm just happier not falling for anyone.. I WAS happy with the way it was, but making myself feeling upset, disappointed and discouraged...Anyway 23 is a pretty nice show, full of suspense, with a large twist... Glad i caught the show.. If only everything is life sails smoothly..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-10776713852184476002007-03-26T00:56:00.000+08:002007-03-26T00:58:01.349+08:00Hmmm.. Am I doing the right thing? Is this all worth it? Making myself feeling so...Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1165608332939151832006-12-09T04:02:00.000+08:002006-12-09T04:05:32.950+08:00Just wanna hope my frens get through this fine.. Whoever did this to them, fuck them all and hope they get fucking jailed for life and burn in hell.... FOR FUCK DID THEY HAVE TO DO THIS???? WTF is wrong wif tat group of bastards...Dun tink i can fall asleep tonite... really hope they are fine.....Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1161519497476654002006-10-22T20:15:00.000+08:002006-10-22T20:18:17.486+08:00Having my long weekend now.. So bored.. Feeling lost..If you like a girl, but becuase you like her, you do not dare to woo her.If you woo her and she rejects you, you may lose her even as a friend.What can I do about it... haizKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1159067130422254162006-09-24T10:59:00.000+08:002006-09-24T11:05:30.436+08:00Booking in later in the evening.. haiz.. boredom.. got a stupid bad injury, but i do not wanna downgrade.. dunno wat to do.. lets just hope it won't get worse in the future.. Anyway back to watching my show.. CyaKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1157675002685660032006-09-08T08:22:00.000+08:002006-09-08T08:23:22.696+08:00September 9th is coming.. I'm gonna be enlisting.. Having many mixed feelings.. Missing certain ppl.. Anyway all the best to everyone who is enlisting too.. ByeKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1152947416188973412006-07-15T14:48:00.000+08:002006-07-15T15:10:16.300+08:00Past memories haunt me again for no reason whatsoever.. Wonder what triggered it.. anyway going to watch pirates of the carribean 2 later, hope its good.. nothing much else to blabber on about..Cheerios ppl.Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1151940198368172912006-07-03T23:19:00.000+08:002006-07-03T23:23:18.380+08:00Just wana rant and rave for a bit... ARGH!!! Feeling damn screwed up.. does anything ever goes right in my life..Wonder if the indian really would kill me, it wouldnt be so bad after all..Life sucks...Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1151789599804233562006-07-02T05:28:00.000+08:002006-07-02T05:33:19.813+08:00To sum it up, Brazil lost, Portugal won.. brazil match was pretty boring till the last few mins, and portugal-england match was pretty good even though stupid rooney was sent off early in the game, and beckham was injured early in the game too..enough abt the matches.. another interesting thing was that I was just stalked by a crazy indian man........He was shouting out to me "HEY FREN" but i Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1151694627613698332006-07-01T03:07:00.000+08:002006-07-01T03:10:27.623+08:00Juz watched germany vs argentina.. germany made so many mistakes and they still won.. hahaz.. even though i said germany will win, but after watching the match, i think argie deserve it more....Just wondering.. Am i scary?Irritating?Bothersome?Or just a thorn in the skin?Nitez everyoneKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1151569647576375062006-06-29T16:21:00.000+08:002006-06-29T16:27:27.586+08:00Hi, just came back from malaysia again.. hahaz.. anyway feeling quite happy today, personal reasons. hahaz.. And boy am i tired.. i went out and came home at 6.30am.. slept at 7am++ and had to wake up at 9 to go malaysia.. shagged.. time for 40 winks.. nitez ppl!Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1150645217571143092006-06-18T23:38:00.000+08:002006-06-18T23:40:17.580+08:00tiredz... walking from johor to woodlands is DAMN FAR...And i wonder.. Is it a coincidence? Or fate? Or just god playing an elaborate trick on me? hahaz.. anyway i am going to sleep soon.. tml gotta work..nitez ppl...Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1150039636395228822006-06-11T23:22:00.000+08:002006-06-11T23:27:16.420+08:00Work work..Tomorrow is a weekday again and the redundancy of life begins..tmr jeremy is going in too.. another one gone..tink i wont be updating anytime soon.. unless something interesting happens..hope i pass my test this coming sat.. den i can start on my lessons again.. den life will get interesting again..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1149626178937933382006-06-07T04:32:00.000+08:002006-06-07T04:36:19.023+08:00Never has he recieved words of gratitude,nor has he ever been appreciated.Another of his close friend is going in..And thats life..Little by little,he is forced to grow up,and enter the cold harsh world.Never will he find the strength to smile from deep within him.All the best to all his brothers who are serving the nation..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1149166558705998552006-06-01T20:51:00.000+08:002006-06-01T20:55:58.716+08:00Time to blog after a while of being tired and quiet..Watching Singapore Idol, and johnathan is pretty good..And the main thing i wanna say today is... WTF!! If there is such a thing as god, is he trying to be funny?my job, i was supposed to take over someone, and she was there to teach me before she goes away... and guess wat...... her name is Liao Jie..... Lin... My first day of work.. was like Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1148679975323569892006-05-27T05:40:00.001+08:002006-05-27T14:48:41.413+08:00MORNING EVERYONE!!!hahaz.. just reached home.. hmmm.. went bowling and injured my wrist.and i really realise i am not born for bowling.anyway first time shopping at mustafa at 4AM!!!!im seriously crazy.. anyway jacq ah.. some girls are not as understanding as u wor.they would get jealous if their bf hug some other girl.anyway i wont experience that for a long time ahead of me.Was chatting with Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1148554369633705202006-05-25T18:46:00.000+08:002006-05-25T18:52:49.643+08:00boredom.. lets hope the agency call me again so i can pass my time..watching xmen3 this coming sat.. hope its gud.. hmmmm.. sometimes i wonder if having a relationship is good or bad?Having a partnerPROSHaving someone to be there for u when u need itHaving someone to hug and kiss uHaving someone to listen to youHaving someone to care forCONSHaving to always be there for someone whether its big orKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1148153865599267562006-05-21T03:34:00.000+08:002006-05-21T03:37:45.606+08:00Just ate 2 ba zhang.. hahaz.. kinda love ba zhang even though they are so oily and bad for digestion.. hahaz.. could still remember last year, i had them with someone special, but owells tats tats, i'll look forward to having them with some new special people.. anyone interested? hahaz..Giving everything is never enoughKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1148065063471551162006-05-20T02:52:00.000+08:002006-05-20T02:57:43.663+08:00hahaz.. she enjoyed her trip to hong kong very much i guess.. at least she didnt have to go wif me, bet she wouldn't have enjoyed it as much..anyway about scary move 4,funny is funny, but its not as funny as its predecessors, or maybe i just couldnt laugh as much..hmmm.. xmen 3 better not be disappointing..and should listen to this,http://media.libsyn.com/media/mb/tmbs-060515-no_more_bird.mp3damnKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1147972947380971522006-05-19T01:19:00.000+08:002006-05-19T01:22:27.390+08:00just watched da vinci code.. hmmmm heres my criticism on it..In comparism to the book,the stroyline moved pretty slow with many chases which made me fall asleep..didnt felt the majesty of all the historical relations..actors did their roles well, but overall the movie lost its suspense factor, the thriller feel to it..all these is maybe juz my bias due to the reading of the bookKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1147899118467297712006-05-18T04:48:00.000+08:002006-05-18T04:51:58.480+08:00just came home from drinking.. second time this yr tat i see my fren dead drunk on their bdae, and second time i took care of them..hahaz.. sent him home and happy bdae bro.. got to know quite a cute gal today, but dun tink will ever see her again in my life though.. hahahz.. anyway drank quite a lot, but not high enuf to even feel any nausea..Not sleepy though.. Take care everyone and cheeriosKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1147625298630913852006-05-15T00:47:00.000+08:002006-05-15T00:48:18.640+08:004 words for today..I suddenly miss her...Dunno for wat reason..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1147095303390911342006-05-08T21:31:00.000+08:002006-05-08T21:35:03.770+08:00hahaz.. sorry ppl.. com downed for gud.. 2 weeks already.. supposed to come back soon.. *praying hard*went back to school to find sylvia lim.. but she wasnt there.. hahaz.. wanted to tell her it was a job well done..stupid toshiba taking so long to repair my lappy so using my desktop to update my bloogie..and ppl should watch MI3!! not a bad show.. storyline was okae but action was gud..upcoming Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1145444934359869392006-04-19T19:03:00.000+08:002006-04-19T19:08:54.366+08:00went past hougang today..inadvertently thought of the past.. again..stupid guy..He is the greatest liar in the world, to be able to lie to himselfKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1145099228491626332006-04-15T19:03:00.000+08:002006-04-15T19:07:08.503+08:00Wish he could leave sg everytime his bdae comes,just so that he can escape from the fact tat no one remembers.Never able to feel any sense of belonging to anywhere,scolded for not going for camps,but does anyone bother to inform him?never for once was his feelings cared for.but why does he bother about others?Plain stupidityKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1144530385456669852006-04-09T05:02:00.000+08:002006-04-09T05:06:25.470+08:00i'm officially shagged.. i broke my record of having not enough sleep.. for the past 4 days, slept around 7 hours plus.. hahaz.. went for zhen jie's bdae chalet, and zhenjie was knocked out early in the night and missed his cake cutting ceremony.. hahaz.. and im seriously in need of sleep, maybe needing my 8 hours of sleep.. gud nite everyone..Feels like life is making fun of you isn't it?Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1144291662218396912006-04-06T10:45:00.000+08:002006-04-06T10:47:42.230+08:00Omfg.. I lost my keys.. And along with it my key chain.. i loved tat chip and dale key chain.. haiz.. lousy day.. didnt sleep last nite, going to pay respects to my dad and grandparents soon.. gonna be a tiring day today..Wishing everyone a gud day and hope it wont be like mineKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1144090113065243502006-04-04T02:18:00.000+08:002006-04-04T02:52:47.666+08:00Life is just a large popularity contest..Anyway didn't show up for the sl camp, it was already decided the day i was not in program comm.. ability doesnt get u anywhere, popularity does..anyway seems like she loves him a lot, he is such a lucky guy, and he better appreciates her..And again, life is like a dream, everything could be perfect one moment, and yet in the blink of an eye, everything Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1143266558659359352006-03-25T13:56:00.000+08:002006-03-25T14:02:38.670+08:00Hi everyone,i am back again.. hahaz.. just had a dream of her last nite.. i have no idea why.. woke up smiling.. hahaz.. tat was wierd aint it? haven been thinking of her for a long time.. anyway watching Lost made me think a lot of stuff.. cherish the one that loves u and the ones that you love, you never know whats gonna happen to them tml.. dun waste time, tell them u love them and make the Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1142741960772672052006-03-19T12:12:00.000+08:002006-03-19T12:19:20.783+08:00Hi ppl, thx for caring.. im pretty alright except for the intense pain in my ear.. hahaz.. having a stupid infection again.. pretty deaf in the ear again.. hate having ear infections, but they just keep coming.. just like the bad things in life, but we still have to live through it. i hope this heals fast and dun become anything serious.. hahaz.. my ear is really having difficulty hearing man.. Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1141925792503905752006-03-10T01:29:00.000+08:002006-03-10T01:36:32.516+08:00Hahaz.. I may go out of the way to help people, but i never feel appreciated.. i never am.. or maybe i am wrong and people are just bad at expressing themselves.. people forget about me, leave me out, have they ever thought about how it is like to be me? how many even know abt my bdae, or that i still exist in their life? I think i am just someone who is exhaustable, something everyone can do Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1141746880573534902006-03-07T23:38:00.000+08:002006-03-07T23:54:40.640+08:00im sorry i made u feel that way.. and if u tink my friends are so barbaric as in to do anything to u.. den im sorry i haf the wrong friends.. and i still protect u when they say bad things abt u.. Why??? because i still think you are a good girl.. you have the right to love someone else.. and i should not be in the way.. but when i got souvenirs for u, u didnt haf to say those things.. it was Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1141529322201035972006-03-05T11:19:00.000+08:002006-03-05T11:28:42.216+08:00hahaz.. she said it herself.. guess tat would be the end of the friendship.. i am not even worth it as a friend.. she says she cries whenever it comes to this.. then why do u make it come to this.. does it not hurt for me? she makes it seem so easy.. getting a new bf.. even shaking me off as a friend..I would never fall in love againKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1141493087722484322006-03-05T01:21:00.000+08:002006-03-05T01:24:47.733+08:00hahaz.. im back.. but yet.. i wish not to be back here.. she even forgot abt my bdae.. hahaz.. i tink wat she really wants to for me to get out of her life totally.. maybe its just time to do so.. she doesnt even treat me as a friend.. everything ends..even life..so whats forever?Good nite everyoneKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1140880603758888352006-02-25T23:13:00.000+08:002006-02-25T23:16:43.756+08:00Hahaz.. she has a new boyfriend.. great news.. why do i still feel so sad? and why do we still almost quarrel over it? Life just isn't fair for me.. I guess why she never had time to meet me no matter what.. I guess my heart has really died this time.. The little piggy in my life is gone.. What's a bear to do? Someone tell me pleaseKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1140636067881292422006-02-23T03:16:00.000+08:002006-02-23T03:21:07.893+08:00Life is fucked up isn't it? Feels like the whole world is making use of you, only looking for you when there is a use for you. No one is ever here for you when you need it most. No one ever gives a shit about you. People can backstab me, saying things about me they think I never know. You know who you are. Only contacting me when you need help, and almost everytime i help with no complains. Ain'tKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1137253235146844152006-01-14T23:34:00.000+08:002006-01-14T23:40:35.216+08:00hahaz.. went down to town just to see her perform.. found some stupid excuse just to lie to myself to go to town.. and just made me feel it all over again.. sometimes wish i could just disappear from the face of this earth.. wouldn't that be nice.. No one would notice the difference anyway..When will this be overKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1136666446167600862006-01-08T04:39:00.000+08:002006-01-08T04:40:46.180+08:00The feeling of loneliness sweeps me over once again. Hits me harder than ever. Wish this could all end soon. And 1 more thing, happy new year everyoneKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1135191638889727442005-12-22T02:54:00.000+08:002005-12-22T03:00:38.903+08:00Hi again, just came back from supper. Something to say today. the world is damn small, went to Malaysia today and I saw her. Either that the world is small or I am meant to see her. Wonder why is the so called god up there playing such a trick on me. Never mind, anyway I know the reason behind not wanting to come home early, it is because I have lost 1 main reason to come home to, to call and Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1134242721727001292005-12-11T03:22:00.000+08:002005-12-11T03:25:21.736+08:00Went out for the whole day today. Highlight of the day was the at Mount Faber. The view was breathtaking, the air was so fresh. But something was missing, or should I say someone. I guess time will heal all wounds, I hope.Once upon a time i was falling in love, now i am only falling apartKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1134153145271801372005-12-10T02:22:00.000+08:002005-12-10T02:32:25.283+08:00Ahhh. home from a steamboat buffet. Seriously bloated. Home pretty early today. Wonder where i shall go tomorrow. Must start planning today, to prevent pointless wandering again. Hahaz. Val just asked if I am going for the TP Student Union D&D. Doubt so i guess, cause i don't really want to go alone. Anyway its time for southpark now, be back again soon. And hope jeremy and his gf works things Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1134077260176009832005-12-09T05:16:00.000+08:002005-12-09T05:27:40.190+08:00Just reached home.. Did some talking to my friend to help see if I can help improve their relationship.. hope they really won't end up breaking up.. I know how it feels like. Missing is just an understatement. Never can i fill that void in my heart, no, in my life. Wonder if she ever feels the same way. Meant the world to me. Someone will mean so much more to you after leaving you. I can't give Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1133037053210774452005-11-27T04:27:00.000+08:002005-11-27T04:30:53.220+08:00Wooo.. home at last.. shagged.. but dun feel like sleeping yet so came here for a short entry.. hahaz.. dunno wat to say, just that still feeling stupid but in someway, life is more free nowadays. hope i will get some sleep tonite. and man i'm hungry, shall go dig for some food. nitezKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1130994591313741862005-11-03T13:09:00.000+08:002005-11-03T13:09:51.323+08:00Never be Replaced [Chorus] Baby I love you and i'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we make can never be erase And i promise you that you will never be replaced Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we make can never be erase And i promise you that you will never be replaced I love Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1130266210766520942005-10-26T02:46:00.000+08:002005-10-26T02:50:10.773+08:00hahaz.. the sudden feeling of someone just disappear from your life. it feels so empty doesnt it? hahaz.. here i am back again, as this is the place where i can say my problems out.. its better this way that no one would come and read this blog no more.. i just need to get it out from my chest. even though this is the third time happening, it still hurts just as much.. hahaz.. i wonder all thoseKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1130211606232747022005-10-25T11:36:00.000+08:002005-10-25T11:40:06.240+08:00hahaz.. history is going to repeat itself soon.. i just have the feeling.. here she goes again, saying the things that hurts so much.. i could remember the time, where she told me that i meant so much to her, but i guess none of that was very true was it? hahaz.. once bitten twice unshy, and here comes there third time. hahaz.. life is just great isn't it?Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1123864877906260412005-08-13T00:34:00.000+08:002005-08-13T00:41:17.913+08:00hahaz.. sometimes i really wanna juz spend 1 full day wif her.. but she rather spend half her free day, meeting ppl she see 5 days a week.. hahaz.. i hope, juz hope i would get cared for more.. i really feel like a spare toy.. her friends tat she sees 5 days a week. lives with them 5 days a week. but when free time comes, she still wanna spends it with them and it is never me.. hahahahz.. maybe iKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1123863447423875992005-08-13T00:14:00.000+08:002005-08-13T00:17:27.430+08:00i tink as time pass she juz finds me and obligation to sms and call 1 time a day.. am i holding her back? i tink i am juz a chore to her.. i dunno wat am i to her.. i seriously dun noe anymore.. hahaz.. i am only worth tat much of attention to her. nitez everyoneKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1123777591799097802005-08-12T00:24:00.000+08:002005-08-12T00:26:31.806+08:00hahaz.. is something wrong? am i thinking too much or is she behaving wierd? why can i never have the feeling of being pampered? i feel so alone in this time of need. will she be reading this? hahaz.. i'll never knowKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1122657576870612212005-07-30T01:18:00.000+08:002005-07-30T01:19:36.876+08:00Feeling like history is repeating itself. hahaz. lets pray its won't happen again.Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1096473001645598052004-09-29T23:47:00.000+08:002004-09-29T23:50:01.646+08:00yoz everyone!! update!!
hahaz.. this friday is dear's bdae.. hehe.. finaly she is turning 18! hahaz..so bored.. going to sleep soon.. got a stupid blocked nose and runny nose.. haiz.. and recently for my long jump i got second.. hahaz.. i nv did as well as i tot i would.. hahaz.. i jumped only 6.11m hahahz.. nvm.. at least i was a personal best.. hehe.. hmmmm.. exams around the corner liaoz.. *Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1091281497565967152004-07-31T21:42:00.000+08:002004-07-31T21:45:38.623+08:00yawnz.. bored.. so decided to blog.. i am damn stressed about my principles of marketing man.. haiz.. my other 2 subjects should be alright lahz.. hmmm.. wat to do wat to do.. tink i gonna sleep soon.. super sleepy..*yawnz* oh yah.. i am the sub comm coordinator!! hahaz.. juz wanted to inform everyone.. man man man.. i need to find something to do.. i tink i go read a book.. bye everyone..
Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1091024072815762872004-07-28T22:09:00.000+08:002004-07-28T22:14:32.816+08:00yoyoz EVERYONE!! hows life man.. and thank u everyone i am in main com! honestly i was so worried i couldnt get in yah.. hahaz.. but i still got in anyway.. hehe.. its still all thanks to all the ppl hu voted for me! hehe.. hmmm.. juz finished my psycho journal.. tml is a long day man.. boring.. haiz.. so hows everyone coping along.. mid sem test is next week.. so all the best!! and lastly Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1090414342612318812004-07-21T20:47:00.000+08:002004-07-21T20:52:22.613+08:00first and foremost... Thank you everyone out there who voted for me!! basically that gay guy wif the heart.. hahaz.. at least the poster caught people'e attention.. hmmm.. i slept around 3 hours last nite cuz of my stupid assignment which was due this morning.. and life has been pretty mundane this few days.. got a few movies i aiming to go watch.. firstly would be king arthur, secondly would be Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1089803386191397542004-07-14T19:08:00.000+08:002004-07-14T19:09:46.190+08:003 words.. VOTE FOR ME!!! hehe.. thanx for all those people who is going to vote for me!! it would be greatly appreciated!! try and drag more frenz to vote too!! hehe.. those hu vote for me get free hugs!!!! :PKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1089640963259268842004-07-12T21:56:00.000+08:002004-07-12T22:03:33.776+08:00elloz ppl!! hahaz.. anyway i wanna thank everyone for keeping the visits to my blog.. hahaz.. this shows i got caring frenz yupz!! hahaz.. anyway yesterday went to wild wild wet with dear!! hahaz.. it was fun! especially some slide tat makes u oscillate left and right and a high gradient man! damn power!!!hahaz.. u all should go try it! and oso cuz dear was with me tats y it was so fun!! hahaz.. Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1089164847378159212004-07-07T09:43:00.000+08:002004-07-07T09:47:27.386+08:00yoz everyone.. havin time to update now.. hahaz.. having class.. one of the most boring class there ever is man.. *falling asleep* wonder why the hell did i take this subject.. hahaz.. hmmmm.. supposed to search for stuff relating to human resource management now.. hahaz.. but im juz too lazy.. sorry for all the minimal updates.. hmmm.. pretty boring week though.. actually every school week is Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1087998975371850112004-06-23T21:53:00.000+08:002004-06-23T21:56:15.373+08:00elloz everyone.. haiz.. there is a booze party this sat.. and my grandfather juz passed away.. so i guess no booze party for me.. haiz.. the last time my grandmother had a funeral, i lost my wallet too.. hahaz.. this is a sign man.. so next time i lose my wallet.. ppl around me be careful.. wish i could make it to the booze party man.. my grandfather juz had to choose this time to pass away.. nvmKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1087741622825574942004-06-20T22:26:00.000+08:002004-06-20T22:27:02.826+08:00haiz.. guess wat.. wallet lost yesterday.. den now.. my laptop SPOIL.. WAT THE FARK ELSE CAN GO WRONG MAN.. juz let me get knocked down by a car lahz.. i am seriously in bad luck man.. someone juz kill me.. haiz
Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1087696366819518402004-06-20T09:50:00.000+08:002004-06-20T22:25:49.646+08:00yesterday was fun.. hahaz.. the food was gud.. and i got thrown into the pool countless times.. haiz.. but still damn sad.. wallet lost.. lost wallet.. wallet gone.. haiz.. second time losing my ic man.. gonna cost me 300 bucks.. haiz haiz..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1086704141934981022004-06-08T22:08:00.000+08:002004-06-08T22:15:41.936+08:00hmmmm..today was a GREAT DAY!! hahaz.. spent the whole day wif my dear dear.. first left my house damn early to get flowers for to her and went to her sch to meet her.. den we went for harry potter 3!! quite a nice show man.. den we went for GELARE!!! man today was a food day man.. after she went for her dental appointment for around half an hour den we went eating again.. at NYDC!!! wOoOoOoO! Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1085585786551404382004-05-26T23:34:00.000+08:002004-05-26T23:36:26.553+08:00oh yah.. and so glad to see u today d.. hehe.. it may be a bit far to send u home.. but its all worth it to see u safe and sound and to see u happy too.. hehe.. love you lots lots.. Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1085585672297613072004-05-26T23:29:00.000+08:002004-05-26T23:34:32.296+08:00yoyoz!! juz came back from the soccer finals.. tiredz.. went for badminton today.. den went to slack den watch soccer finals at national stadium.. vj vs sa.. and vj trashed sa 4-1.. damn sad man for sa.. hahaz.. after which i went wif the guys to old airport road to eat dinner.. hahaz.. man my group of frenz are one crazy group man.. super hyperactive.. den lastly sent my gf home and here i am Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1083588078322156212004-05-03T20:41:00.000+08:002004-05-03T20:44:20.966+08:00hehe.. elloz everyone!! its blogging time again.. hahaz.. its a pretty rare case when i blog huh?? juz felt like it today.. hmm.. the past few days were gud.. sat was my dear's sch fun fair! she had a stall called mac rosti?!?! hahaz.. sounds pretty corny.. but its thought by the guys in her class.. the fun fair was pretty crowded and warm, and quite fun and warm and lots of stalls and warm.. i Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1082565394073124082004-04-22T00:36:00.000+08:002004-04-22T00:39:31.950+08:00oh yah.. and life kinda sux.. juz wanna say this world is pretty unfair.. and i have lived to know this.. yup yup.. over and outKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1082565119881155932004-04-22T00:31:00.000+08:002004-04-22T00:34:57.810+08:00hihi everyone! hahaz.. long long time no blog.. in the mid of exams now.. hmmm.. actually its the ending of exams already!!! WOOT! hahaz.. this coming friday is the last paper.. cant wait till it all finishes.. wonder what am i going to do during the hols man.. missing my dear so much.. exams makes the days seem sooooooo looooong.. tats y i miss her so.. hahaz.. nvm.. anyway take care everyone Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1078148949768392772004-03-01T21:49:00.000+08:002004-03-02T09:01:41.340+08:00WHAHAHA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! hahaz.. its my 18 BDAE!!!! hahaz.. had a really really great day today! thanx to a lot of people.. thx NISE, LING, LI, NA, MIN, DINO, JEREMY, THEODORE, BIRD,and also CHRISSS!!!!! anyway also thanks to all the people who wished my happy bdae! AYA!! HUI JUN(BETTY)!! GRANNY QI QI!! erm erm.. BENSON!! and and and GAZEL!! and anyone tat i forgot to name.. i tink tatsKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1077021888664734742004-02-17T20:44:00.000+08:002004-02-17T20:53:36.966+08:00hahaz.. hi.. yupz its me again.. hahaz.. finally i can stop smiling.. been forcing out a smile for the whole day.. juz cant smile.. cuz of her.. hahaz.. been wearing this fake sile the whole day.. hahaz.. haiz.. i havin this bad feeling again abt her.. i need some reassurance man.. haiz.. i bet if i dun msg her.. all i will get is gud morning and gud night msges.. hahaz.. haiz.. and i am sick Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1076918445268660482004-02-16T16:00:00.000+08:002004-02-16T16:02:38.233+08:00I juz wanna be doted on.. is this too much to ask for? hahaz.. i wanna feel special to tat most special someone in my life.. haiz.. am i tinking too much? but all i ask for is so simple.. to let me feel special.. simple calls, sms, or juz a bit more attention.. but i get none.. hahaz.. nvm.. wonder if she will even read this.. hahaz.. i juz wanna speak my mind out anyway...Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1076899497852194912004-02-16T10:44:00.000+08:002004-02-16T10:46:49.983+08:00hahaz.. happy belated v-day everyone! hahaz.. v-day was great.. yupz yupz.. now im mugging for test.. hahaz.. haiz.. i wish she could maybe treat me better? hahaz.. not tat she treat me bad.. juz tat.. i wanna be treated special sometimes.. hahaz.. wat am i toking abt.. hahaz.. everyone enjoy urselves.. bye byeKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1076230091482502062004-02-08T16:48:00.000+08:002004-02-08T16:49:55.700+08:00elloz.. hahaz.. rotting at home.. hahaz.. i found out something.. gud friends spends so much time wif his gal fren.. and my gal fren spends so much time wif her frenz.. hahaz.. den i left alone.. hahaz.. nvm nvm.. life is like this.. live wif it.. haiz.. i find life getting more redundant.. hahaz.. i tink the next update for my bloggie will be a long long time away.. hahaz.. bye byeKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1075393499329850562004-01-30T00:24:00.000+08:002004-01-30T00:26:34.186+08:00hahaz.. elloz bloggie.. going to sleep soon.. hmmm.. school has been pretty boring man.. hahaz.. dunno y i am havin this insecure feeling again.. haiz.. should haf expected this anyway.. anyway juz wanna wish everyone gud nite sweet dreamzKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1075114589073628842004-01-26T18:56:00.000+08:002004-01-26T18:58:01.090+08:00HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! hahaz.. a new year is up ahead.. hope its a gud one.. hmmm.. sorry for the lack of update.. hahaz.. life was pretty mundane.. hahaz.. got nothing muc to say though.. hmmm.. i hmmm a lot huh? hahaz.. sleepy.. yawnz.. tinking of wat i can do now.. hahaz.. anyway enjoy your new year everyone!! and hope it will be much much better den the last!!!!Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1073317268420666322004-01-05T23:41:00.000+08:002004-01-05T23:42:20.123+08:00elloz.. hahaz.. long time didnt post again.. hahaz.. i am dead sleepy now.. having class at 12 tml.. so bored.. hahaz.. meet my dear today.. hehe.. accompany her home.. even though juz saw her for a while.. i was still so happy to see her.. hehe.. bet i can sleep damn well tonite.. hahaz.. glad to see everyone fine in sch today! hahaz.. did anyone miss me?? hahaz.. hope this sem of sch will be Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1072536705500155112003-12-27T22:51:00.000+08:002003-12-27T22:52:48.013+08:00ELLOZ EVERYONE!! hahaz.. haven been blogging for a LOOONG LOONG WHILE!!! hahaz.. if anyone is wanting to read my blog.. i am so sorry.. hahaz.. too lazy to reply.. hmmm.. today went for dd's piano concert.. hahaz.. not bad lahz.. hehe.. tiredz.. hahaz.. finally my ear infection is healed already!! hahaz.. hmmm.. wanna sleep better so had a cup of wine.. do u ppl noe tat wine is gud for the heart?Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1070550010258752462003-12-04T23:00:00.000+08:002003-12-04T23:00:49.983+08:00hahaz. hmmm.. tiring day today.. hehe.. dd came over today after her coaching lesson.. hehe den we slacked den went to eat lunch.. hmmm.. den she went home and i went to help my fren do his jigsaw puzzle// a 900 piece puzzle!@!@!@!@ and he started the day b4.. did 5 hours in a row.. den met me yesterday, den today we chiong together.. he hafta finish it by this sunday!@!@ hahaz.. doubt he can do Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1070322567470032852003-12-02T07:49:00.000+08:002003-12-02T07:50:03.966+08:00hehe.. morning people!! she came back on sunday.. met her yesterday.. hehe.. seeing her realli cheers me up.. hmmm.. she bought me a tie.. not bad.. hahaz.. the colous quite nice! hahaz..hmmm.. dunno y feeling so lethargic.. super tiredz. hahaz... i go slack liaoz.. bye byeKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1070038556048700262003-11-29T00:55:00.000+08:002003-11-29T00:56:29.186+08:00hehe... sooo happy... she juz called me.. hehe.. from vietnam! yep.. soooooo happy to juz hear her voice.. hehehe.. cant believe she would call me.. i am seriously exhilerated.. hahaz.. i am gonna slp well tonite!! nitez everyone!!!Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1069858442695037052003-11-26T22:54:00.000+08:002003-11-26T22:54:34.560+08:00yoyoz.. im back here again.. hmmm.. will be working tml.. i will work hard.. hehe.. this time my work will be for her bdae present.. hehe.. my last pay was for my new phone.. hmmm... should be getting it by this week or so.. haiz.. cant wait till sunday.. missing her so much.. hahaz.. although it has been only 4 days.. it seemed like more den a week.. hahaz.. this 8 days feels like a month.. Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1069667806361127362003-11-24T17:56:00.000+08:002003-11-24T17:57:15.170+08:00elloz everyone!! hehe.. finally changed my song.. currently its you light up my life by debbie moone... i put up this song cuz she light up my life.. hehe.. hmmm.. 1 and a half days haf past.. got 6 and a half more day to go.. cant wait to hear her voice and see her again.. hehe.. hmmm.. going to work on this thurs to sunday.. hope time passes faster.. hmmm.. i shall go play my game now! bye bye!Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1069432897041352652003-11-22T00:41:00.000+08:002003-11-22T00:42:03.340+08:00hehe.. happy day today.. dun ask me i will not say.. its for me to noe and for u ppl to find out.. hehe.. hmmmm.. i not going for the bsc thing again.. i seriously haf no affinity wif bsc man.. hmmm.. 8 days.. hafta wait till next sunday.. for wt?? i wont tell u.. hehe.. i will change my song tml..tinking of what song to change to.. hmmm.. well rest well everyone!! nite nite!!!Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1069234886569254802003-11-19T17:41:00.000+08:002003-11-19T17:41:50.653+08:00yoz.. blogging at this kind of time.. hahaz.. cuz i am soooooo bored.. life seems so mundane now.. i seriously should consider being a monk... hahaz.. was hoping to see her on last time before she leave for vietnam.. but i guess she wouldnt want to anyway.. hahaz.. didnt hafta tell me so many reasons.. hahaz.. juz say u r not free and i will understand.. i always understand everyone.. no one Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1069084744447163882003-11-17T23:59:00.000+08:002003-11-17T23:59:26.560+08:00yoz.. full!! i am so full.. hahaz.. ate so much,, today's dinner was fun.. ate at cine yaki no yuki or sumthing lahz.. cannot remember.. hahaz.. was realli nice place to eat.. hahaz.. get to make ur own ice cream.. yep. make ur ice cream.. they gif u the cream.. den u make the ice.. hahaz.. ate wif her.. hahaz.. den when we were going home we were stalked!! by mr god bless.. hahaz.. he is some Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1069044136404203052003-11-17T12:42:00.000+08:002003-11-17T12:42:38.483+08:00yoz bloggie.. hahaz.. long time no see.. was busy.. shagged. hahaz.. msged adel., some gal i know from work.. hahaz.. she works for starhub.. older den me.. hahaz.. my cousin intersted in her.. lol.. haiz.. sianz.. nothing to do
work sux.. not working sux too.. haiz.. hahaz.. life sux without the person in ur heart.. lol..
Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068731248076516022003-11-13T21:47:00.000+08:002003-11-13T21:47:46.576+08:00I really need someone.. work is killing me.. not the workload.. juz the politics.. I HATE EVERYONE!!! i am falling apart.. hahaz.. going insane.. if someone is here to save me, please do it quick.. before it is too late.....
Your beauty is beyond the highest hills i can climbKevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068730625049620702003-11-13T21:37:00.000+08:002003-11-13T21:37:23.530+08:00one word.. down.. tats how i feel.. i dun wanna tok abt it.. no one noes y.. hahaz.. i rather keep it to myself.. no one ever cares anyway.. hahaz.. it is my own burden.. yep.. hahaz.. haiz.. ill go brood over it now.. bye..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068644201611737562003-11-12T21:36:00.000+08:002003-11-12T21:36:38.746+08:00hahaz.. went through another day of work.. ah.. today was quite gud.. the day passed pretty quickly.. even so.. im still shagged.. shes havin her presentation tml.. hope everything turns out well!! GAMBATTE! if i nv spell wrongly.. hahaz.. jia you!! hahaz.. i shall go rest now.. veri veri tiredz.. tml will be another tiring day.. bye everyone!Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068596543584496862003-11-12T08:22:00.000+08:002003-11-12T08:25:47.010+08:00yoz.. morning everyone.. one word... SHAGGED!! hahaz.. stood for 10 HOURS! YES 10 HOURS! hahaz.. no break.. juz pure standing..like not tiring.. hahaz.. today its the same again.. wat keeps me going is the the little msg i sent to her.. hahaz.. seeing her replies juz cheers me up.. i am a veri easily satisfied guy huh? hahaz.. even jeremy said so.. hahaz.. to me, all i want is to be able to hear Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068377348652497942003-11-09T19:29:00.000+08:002003-11-09T19:29:06.316+08:00yoyoz.. sunday now.. hahaz.. tml no sch.. going to catch matrix reloaded.. hmmm.. den i start work on tues work everyday till sunday.. hahaz.. selling computers for benq.. only work for 1 week.. should be okae.. hahahz.. aiya dun work oso nothing to do.. hahaz.. life realli seem so meaningless.. hahaz.. haf nothing to do.. nothin.. dun even haf the person i love most by my side.. hahaz.. wonder Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-106821859189403132003-11-07T23:23:00.000+08:002003-11-07T23:23:09.990+08:00hahaz.. today was impromtu day man.. hahaz.. went jb out of nowhere! hahaz.. den went to meet her.. hahaz.. do wat? do nothing.. ahhaz.. and i found out tat eating 20 pieces of mac nuggets is sickening.. hahaz.. 20 pieces man.. eat until can die.. hahaz.. today jeremy pung sei us.. hahaz.. den cam home played gb wif bird, peon and her.. hahaz.. fun.. even though we lost quite a few times.. ahhaz.Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068127435073817462003-11-06T22:03:00.000+08:002003-11-06T22:03:53.486+08:00hahaz.. had my last paper today.. haf nothing else to do.. wonder what can i commit myself to during the hols.. went out wif my class today.. hahaz.. we did mostly walking around and playing pool.. hahaz.. anyway gud exercise.. better den rotting away at home.. hmmm.. she havin her chinese paper tml.. hopes she does well..hahaz.. all i can do is pray for her.. GOD BLESS.. hahahz.. she hates when Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068046620346328572003-11-05T23:37:00.000+08:002003-11-05T23:36:58.566+08:00hahaz.. juz read her blog.. argh.. cant stop wondering hu just a voice is.. haiz.. she always says follow your heart.. hahaz.. haiz.. i guess u wont ever noe how much a person means to you until you lose him or her.. you wont notice it until it is gone.. hahaz.. got this from her nick.. something liddat lahz.. miss those times wif me her jeremy and don.. hahaz.. guess wont be seeing those times Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1068033127989225182003-11-05T19:52:00.000+08:002003-11-05T19:53:01.896+08:00juz now was at katong shopping centre.. hahaz.. playing pool.. was there den tink of her.. wondering if she was still in sch.. hahaz.. nvm.. todays paper was erm.. nvm.. i dun feel like toking abt anything.. juz not in the mood to tok.. tml going out wif my class.. hope we are not going shopping man.. hahaz.. but juz haf this strong feeling tat we will do juz so.. cuz most of my class ppl are Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1067961518867251322003-11-04T23:58:00.000+08:002003-11-04T23:58:36.766+08:00yoz.. hahaz.. here i am in my lonliest time of the day.. hahaz.. and i am toking to my bloggie.. hahaz.. tinking whether i should shave bald.. not realli bald.. but as in ns kinda bald.. cuz i dun feel like combing my hair anymore.. and looking nice for anyone.. hahaz.. if they are frenz wif me.. they wouldnt care how i look.. if they like me, they muz like me for hu i am anyway.. hahaz.. Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1067952268248518052003-11-04T21:24:00.000+08:002003-11-04T21:24:26.633+08:00erm.. first things first.. who ever you are just a voice. if u are my fren.. pls state hu u are.. if not later ppl tink i so desperate tat i fake as someone else to get her back.. hahaz.. today kept tinking of..... nvm.. its everyday anyway.. jeremy asked me something today.. he ask me how i can keep smiling when i am wif jm.. hahaz.. i dun even noe tat.. juz tat when i am wif her.. nothing else Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1067910284871715552003-11-04T09:44:00.000+08:002003-11-04T09:44:43.016+08:004pm - Sukiyaki
It's all because of you, I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away, now my life is just a rainy day
And I love you so, how much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely
Untouchable memories, seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here with me
Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1067881741635442372003-11-04T01:49:00.000+08:002003-11-04T01:48:59.786+08:00here i sit.. tears flowing down my cheek.. hahaz.. this is my most vulnerable time of the day.. where i am the most lonely.. hahaz.. how come mankind is like this? haiz.. the grass is always greener on the other side i guess.. i haf no more mood to do anyting else.. ill go sleep now i guess.. i guess i make a veri bad boyfriend.. i can lose my gf to a guy in less den a week! hahaz.. juz f*ck me..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1067870151967857892003-11-03T22:35:00.000+08:002003-11-03T22:35:50.326+08:00hahaz.. doubt she will change her decision.. i noe everyone will be scolding me to ask her if she wanna patch.. but i wanna be true to myself.. ppl were scolding me stupid for still loving her.. but i see nothing stupid abt loving someone wif all your heart.. even if it means u wont get anythiong in return and tat she will make you sad..
in the past 4 months.. ive been smiling in front of my Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5737262.post-1067853358392068772003-11-03T17:55:00.000+08:002003-11-03T17:55:57.306+08:00hahaz.. in sch now.. juz chatted with her.. juz read her blog.. she says she tinks of me.. hahaz.. wonder if its true.. i juz noe i am suffering here.. if she is suffering too.. y cant we go back together? haiz.. we are so near.. yet so far apart.. realli hate this.. y cant we get back together?? WHY? haiz.. nvm.. only time can tell.. haiz..Kevinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03236627203933828774noreply@blogger.com